All these are only for you

All the blossoms in my heart,
Are only for you,
All these flowers in my sights,
They are all for you.

I can hear your giggles,
I can hear your laughter,
But I am missing your smile,
I am missing your figure.

Day after day,
You make my life happier,
And night after night,
I am here alone wondering how you been doing out there.

All the joy I felt in my life,
Are only for you,
All the sadness I felt in my tears,
They are all for you.

I remembered how you used to tender me,
I remembered how you used to look at me,
But I am missing your touch,
I am missing to look at your serene face.

Time after time,
You make me love you even more,
And smile after smile,
I know you would love me forever more.

Forgotten sunshine

I still remember the sunshine,
Only the scent of the air can remind me,
But I tend to forget most of the time,
How beautiful that day used to be.

I see nothing but emptiness,
In the dark nor under the bright light,
Every bit falls in sadness,
And I am still standing in the middle of the night.

It is no wonder,
Why my heart felt warm,
For I will not ponder,
On the day that will never come.

A sad story it may seem,
But what can I do?
Even my own world is dim,
With confuse path to go.

The whiff in the air,
Remind me of that time,
When all stood still and we can only glare,
And we were trance into a deep hymn.

Ever corner I go through,
Each bends on the road,
I realize it is just too few,
And it shows how you used to plead.

I seek nothing from you,
While you hope so much out of me,
What can I give you?
What is it that can make me see?

If you ask me ever again,
Whether I still remember the sunshine,
Whether we lose or we gain,
So thus you know how that day used to shine.

I will tell you how the birds used to fly,
I will tell you how the air use to feel like,
Hopefully you will understand why,
We live in a world alike.

Sadness

The darkness falls,
I can’t find you anywhere in between,
The air is cold through these halls,
It keeps my love restrain.

I saw you playing the piano,
With a sad tune and tears,
I can’t imagine living my life without you,
Going on each and everyday fill with fears.

When will the rainbow shows its color?
Within these great walls I can only hear you,
Your steps can only be heard on the floor,
But when you cry even I can’t hear you.

The love that we once used to share,
The smile upon your sweet face,
There are all gone for me to adore,
Everything is just at rest.

I want to see it happen,
From before till now,
It seems I began to lose every sentence,
All is down poured but not my vow.

When will I see the suns shine again?
I have a feeling I will be here even longer,
You took my heart and love away in vain.
I can’t seem to relate to it anymore.

You and me (ikaw at ako)

I am captured by your kindness,
The love I felt inside me is real,
My love for you will never rest,
This is the feeling I wanted to feel.

You and me,
The world is made just for both of us,
I love you more than anything in my life,
Although out heart are distant away but our love still blooms.

For any reason I am to fall in love again,
I rather be fallen to you,
There’s not a soul that can match your smile,
But the space in your heart is made for our love.

Munajah

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Hingga hari itu tiba
Aku mohon terangi hidupku dengan cahayaMu

Egrets in the evening sun

A flock of egrets flew above my head,
But I am still here waiting,
While the ghost from my past haunts me,
I know there is no point for me to plead,
Nor to stop this feeling,
I rather just let it be.

It shows that you are not here,
I hold your hand,
Instead I can only felt the wind,
The path is still unclear,
For me to walk and stand,
Only my own shadow follows me from behind.

The days are getting older,
While the sun still shines like it was born yesterday,
But I still miss you so much,
The burden I weight on my shoulder,
The feeling I felt in dismay,
It is just the way how I long for your touch.

If I am no longer here,
Please carry on dancing,
Remember the good times we had,
Because you and I know it won’t last forever,
Yet our hearts still romancing,
And there is no need for you to be sad.

The flock of egrets disappeared beyond the horizon,
But I am no longer here,
While I look at our picture,
Like the sun left each season,
We know it will return again here,
For that day to come I will be here waiting for sure.

White lies

The world become still,
The wind,
The rain,
The clouds,
They freeze not to move after all,

Within the grasp of these confusion,
I realize I am missing something valuable in my life,
I learn to love her with passion,
Just so I may seek myself.

If only these white lies are true,
We could predict what waits at the end,
Perhaps I might be still dancing with you,
By my side I wish you are but destiny got plans for us around the bent.

These life are not based on imagination,
Instead it’s the imagination that needs to be live,
It’s hard to understand the conclusion,
Sometimes we even forget how to live.

I felt her touch gently flowing through my body,
The scent,
The sights,
The taste,
As though as it is slipping away from me each and everyday.

The days are getting older,
Children are growing faster,
The time is shorter,
The path to lead this life is limited.

Just like these white lies,
If only it can come true,
I am happy to see its bliss,
Yet there is nothing safe in this world to be sure.