Monday, 30 November 2009

Bury your troubles

My love, you kept your misery to yourself,
How can I understand?
If I took out a book from its shelf,
If I read it then I might understand.

Look at your future far beyond,
There will be a door awaits you in the end,
I don’t want to break this bond,
I know you will find me just fine.

Every aspect of your life,
I know your pain,
Because I know life is not so plain.

From the outside you are a happy go lucky,
But inside of you lies pain and misery,
Just want you to know,
I also suffer the same sorrow.

Sunday, 29 November 2009

Don’t try me

I will try with all my might,
I will try with all my bold,
I will not sleep through the night,
I will find my precious gold.

If you think I can’t do it,
I will keep on trying,
I don’t care if it will take me a decade,
This is not a denying.

I may not be an angel,
But don’t think I will not try,
Don’t even think to make me riddle,
There would be no tear.

Saturday, 28 November 2009

My love

There is a wonderful place,
Where there would be happiness in our face.

To find you in this way of tragic,
I got nothing but words of magic.

I can turn sadness into laughter,
I can remove things that bother.

Sooner or later only time can tell,
I’ll be waiting for you under the bell.

Friday, 27 November 2009

All my life

If tomorrow never come,
I would think for a while,
Whether you should be my number one,
Then I will smile.

My love is not going to rust,
Yet turn itself into dust,
I will prevent it with all of my trust,
And my love toward you is so vast.

If you feel the same way too,
Make your dream come true,
If you feel the same way I do,
Then our love shall break through.

Each day I learn every thing new,
And I don’t know why,
The only thing I know,
Is that this is not going to be our last good bye.

Thursday, 26 November 2009

caged

I had spread my wings,
Somehow I am still attached to this puppet strings.

I want to be cut free,
But when will it be?

I always dream of happiness,
But all I get is sadness.

I tried to get rid of my grudge,
Instead it won’t budge.

By some mean I must try,
And it will not going to make me cry.


I can take all the blame,
But I could not take all the shame.

This pain inside of me is agony,
And I don’t want it to stay in me for eternity.

One day I wish to be out,
Any place far from life’s roundabout.

Down with bribery

No man left untold,
No hands left untouched,
When life is so brittle,
Lust is the only thing we can reach.

Centuries had passed,
Yet the rules are simple,
To negotiate,
Not to be fickle.

Some may do it for love,
Some may do it in the name of desperate,
They will never see the danger looming above,
The only thing stand in between is to surrender and to compensate.

Money buys all your clothes,
So you may think,
Instead it only gives you uncertain woes,
So you may give up on everything.

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

Riding witht he wind

my love is also my time,
I take everything only for granted,
Yet i still cant even make you mine,
Although time is on my side.

Now i can see my own mistake,
That is why im stranded on this island,
I no longer can smell the breakfast you used to make,
And what of the children we use to read them fairy tales.

hold my hand,
I will take you on a ride with the wind,
To a place where dream last forever,
Where love will begin to bind.

I miss the air,
I miss the sunshine,
I wonder how it feels up there,
I wonder how it taste like on the ground.

Monday, 23 November 2009

our father

Sister, can you believe what father had done?
He cut this rope and let us run.

Can you heal these broken words from within?
I wanted us to be together once again.

Dear sister, maybe you will understand,
I don’t want you to cry for this man.

Dreams cannot be stolen from you,
Yet it will make you into two.

Soon the truth shall be reveal,
And it will break this seal.

You had bit more than you need,
It will make you bleed.

Hey dad, look at me,
I am the one who could not be set free.

Deep inside of me place a burning of fire,
So give us what we desire.

Leave yourself behind,
And let us make up your mind.

sons of the gun

Time grows older,
Politics are just man made,
They will soon grow wrinkles,
In the end life is just another state.

Where is the freedom when we needed it?
Who will save us from our own mistake?
What is wrong and what is right?
How do we redeem life that’s lost to innocence?

Hatred breeds revenge,
Corruption leads injustice,
Deception creates espionage,
Weapons are use with ease.

Life is already beautiful,
Only we make it harder to live,
Where life is so ample,
We seek another day to survive.

Sunday, 22 November 2009

another try

If ever I reach to the very end of my chapter,
I know you will be there when I am gone.

Wish I can turn yet another page to fold,
So that you know you will know how deep you are in my soul.

I dare to fail,
Even bite the nail.

Then make me miss you,
Then make my dream come true.

I never what to be far from you,
Even a day I wish to be your side.

All those things I chased,
I could not believe it would come down to this.

As pages slowly turn,
I only wish to try all over again.

Saturday, 21 November 2009

i will be there

When you walk,
You walk like you don’t care,
You are as smooth as a silk,
And you are as cool as the air.

Sometimes just by thinking of you,
Makes me relief,
My pain and stress are true,
It just flew away by itself.

We see the same cloud,
We even share the same feeling,
I will tell you what it is all about,
I will tell you the whole meaning.

All I want from you is to wait me there,
The place where we usually share our burden together,
The place which is so dear,
I will be there waiting for you my lover.

Friday, 20 November 2009

a blind girl

My dear
tell me what they had done
I know you could not see the brightness of the sun.

Though you could not see the world
But you are way different from any other girl

People look down on you
I do not want you to think that I do

I do not love the way you are
I love what is inside of you that I care

Come and lay beside me
Then let love be..

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

First time

I am willing to lose it all,
No matter if it means by destroying my body,
I will climb up the wall,
I know I will get there someday.

Do you remember the first time we met?
We had nothing to say,
So, I brought you to a place to eat,
And then we talk that very day.

I never thought that a person like you exist,
I am lucky to be with you,
You show me the way out from this mess,
And I just want to say thank you.

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

Till death do us apart

Open your eyes and see,
If I can understand you then you can understand me.

We spent our lives in a waste,
We should feel wonderful to taste.

To taste the miracle of being alive,
We only move forward as we drive.

Remember one thing,
That we can’t move back.

In the end eventually we have to go,
Leaving nothing only sorrow.

I can’t do it

I can’t do it, if you say to leave your world alone.
I can’t do it, if you told me to stop loving you.
Give me a good reason,
Why I should not love you.

It’s hard for me to not think about you,
Your smile makes my heart warm,
And I wish I could love you,
If only you can understand I wanted to be in your arms.

Yet I do understand now,
The reason behind your denial,
It’s because your heart belongs to another,
But I’m sure you are happy in such a good hand.

I can’t do it, if you say that you love anymore,
I can’t do it, if you long for me,
Because I know your heart will never be mine forever,
Thus I can only keep this love just for me.

Sunday, 15 November 2009

I am not Icarus

Go look up in the sky,
You will not going to see Icarus,
Instead you will see me fly,
I fly until I would reach Mars.

I will not be back home for supper,
Tell that to our children,
Also I will be higher,
Pass through the Earth’s horizon.

If I never come back home,
Please do not cry for me at my grave,
Because it will be a shame,
I am never being away from your life.

There will be a special place,
Where we shall reunite,
Believe me you can see it through my face,
Until then I always dream about you every night.

Saturday, 14 November 2009

Deep, far, high and strong

How deep is my love?
Its deeper than the ocean on earth.

How far is my love?
Its far pass beyond the earth’s horizon.

How high is my love?
Its as high as the sky above beyond the heaven.

How strong is my love?
Its stronger than the blow of hurricane.

On top of all that,
Nothing can match my love that I give to you.

Friday, 13 November 2009

You are my everything

You are the reason why I could fly,
You never turn your back on me,
That is the reason I don’t have to wonder why.

There is no one better,
Than you,
I can be your court jester.

If you are in sadness,
Do not worry,
I can change it into happiness.

You always there,
When I needed,
You always give me care.

I want you and me to be as one,
To live together in happiness,
For a moment to forget the meaning of being alone.

Thursday, 12 November 2009

With you

Everyday I put my trust in you,
Each day there will always be something new.

I never care what they will say,
I have my own life together and I am going to live it this way.

If I had a chance,
I wish we can dance,

When I am feeling in blue,
You always tell me never to give up on things we do.

I want to hold your hand,
And lay down at night on the Sahara desert sand.

I will tell everything about life,
On what it had thought us mostly about love

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

End of the road

As I stared at the burning of fire,
I know tomorrow will come with a different desire.

Though life is only once,
I will not stay silent like a dunce.

I did many interesting things in life,
Even I got my life at the edge of a knife.

It’s a human nature,
Sometimes we are on top and sometimes we are nowhere.

If I am gone one day,
And failed to say goodbye,

I want you to know that I never fail to know a person like you,
Thank you.

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

im already there

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there 'till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there 'till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There

Monday, 9 November 2009

Concrete jungle

I thread this land lightly,
I smell the air with grace and harmony.
Today I saw birds flying across the wide blue sky,
Watching them it makes my heart wanted to fly.
But not here,
Trees are replaced with steel poles,
Land burrows and pits are replaced by giant stainless steel manholes.
Animals and birds are replaced by mean machine,
This is the concrete jungle.
Where every morning your don’t hear birds singing,
Instead heavy motors are constantly honking.
The moon always hides beyond the tall building,
Only its light penetrates through the ceiling.
The air felt so congested,
The subways were crowded.
There is no place here to rest our tiny mind,
We are living in a place where we can lose track of time.
The heat wave is burning our skin,
It’s like God is punishing for our sin.
This is the concrete jungle,
A hard place to begin with,
Yet the easiest place to achieve our dreams.

Sunday, 8 November 2009

Ugly girl

People say that you are ugly,
That is not what you are to me.

You will always be beautiful,
No matter how awful you may look.

People say you have small eyes,
But that won’t melt my heart into ice.

I don’t care what outside tells me,
The truth is I love you the way you are now.

No earthly creature can break us apart,
Because you are the only one in my heart

Saturday, 7 November 2009

Me, myself and I

Here I am,
Living with the loneliness once again.

I wasted it all,
I let it fall.

I want to understand,
I want to know where in this world I stand.

I am lost,
Who will take me away from this mess?

I am consume with fears,
I am shower with tears.

I will gain victory,
Each time I wake up everyday.

I still can swim alone in my life,
Without you I am not motionless to dive.

Friday, 6 November 2009

Isle of paradise

Tomorrow comes to take me away,
I wish that I could stay.

My breath shall stops tomorrow,
My eyes shall shut forever.

I don’t want tomorrow you cry for me,
This is not want I want you to be.

I love you more than anything else,
Don’t you worry I will be there waiting for you at the isle of paradise.

Thursday, 5 November 2009

Paradise on earth

I dreamt of the deep blue sea,
I will keep this dream in my memory.

A small island where only you and me,
I will make you see.

We shall sit at the by the beach with its breeze,
And let our emotion fly with ease.

All of these words had been spoken,
And my promises to you will never be broken.

We will never be separated,
My heart is where your love is situated.

We will built a happy family,
That would last eternity.

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

Ocean is not the reason

Allow me touch your hand,
Each time we cross path I can only smile.

But please when we meet again raise your hands towards the sky.
Heave them toward the sky as you are going to touch it high.

Though you can’t reach them,
But when you try you will not feel the same.

I am going to miss your sweet smile,
But you will be leaving for many miles.

You are never to far away,
But inside my heart you will always be there.

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

My friends

I want to go back to the place where I once belong,
To be at a place where I am welcome and feel strong.

When I felt like giving up,
When I felt like wanted to make everything stop.

I know that I have friends,
Friends that always stand up for me until the end.

Without them I am no one,
But with them I am one.

Monday, 2 November 2009

The liberation

Liberate ones soul, not to cry for it.
Children are running free, beyond this land and into the clouds.
Through the dreams we hold, and into the memories we keep.
We live our life the way it should be, passing each day with uncertainty in our hands.

With this life where do we stand, with this path were do we go from.
With a small choice we made, means a colossal change in our life bound its way.
We kept our loves ones and friends, we only wish for their comfort and warmth.
Yet destiny is still unknowingly looming above our head, with each and passing nights and days.

We give so much to this world, yet what do we give back to ourselves.
Only weariness stays with those who can’t seem to see the way, only light shines to those who believe.
Just like another page been fold, it only shows greases on every pages.
Will we ever learn to trust ourselves nor do we trust others who we think they care, and what of those who we live to die for and heave.

A lover by the vending machine

I drove down to corner of Jack’s street,
I’m surprise to see you standing by the vending machine,
I looked at my watch and realize that it was already late,
The air was cold and soon it began to rain.

I ran to my car to get an umbrella,
When I returned you were gone,
The only thing left is the sweet scent of your hair,
I know something had to be done.

Frustration followed me throughout the night,
Wondering where could you be,
My mind felt so uptight,
Why did you have to leave without saying a word to me?

The day after I lost sight of her,
I saw her again by the vending machine,
This time I know I wont lose sight of her,
She looked at me and smiled.

The rain pours down again,
I sigh and ran back again to my car to get a coat,
I turn to you but once again you are gone,
Is it just me or is it my mind still floats?