falling

I never thought that I am sinking,
struggling as I am but still I am drowning.
I must survive,
Since I know this is my life.
I will live it my way,
Not ever thinking all those bad things.
I am not going to make the same mistake,
And I had known not to give and take.

My teacher my light

I learn how to read,
I learn how to write.

I see myself with proud,
Still I keep on making the same mistake in and out.

I try to get up from this battle,
But I feel like a genie trap in a bottle.

When you release me,
Now then I can see.

You are not just my friend but also my teacher,
Where ever you are you will always be in my heart to remember.

savior

You gave me the hope to live again,
I wonder how I can repay them,
I fought the pain that I had sustain,
Starting from today things will never be the same again.

I don’t know what might happen to me,
If I never knew and love you,
Perhaps I still could not see,
What is deception and what is true.

I don’t understand why you don’t want to leave me all alone,
Is it because you had feelings for me?
Or are we meant to be together since the day we were born,
I don’t exactly know the answer to it; but one thing for sure I will always love you.

Promises

Nobody can take me away,
I only wanted to stay,
I need you to hear me say,
I will be with you everyday.

I w ill be here until the sky falls down,
Nevertheless you are no where to be found,
I look for you underground,
You know that I won’t let you drown.

I know what I want to see,
Please I want you to let me be,
My mind and yours will not disagree,
It’s because this is me.

I need to spread these words,
And I want you to say all the things that you heard,
You and I are free like the bird,
I promise that I will never make you hurt.

Running with hopes

Life is full of mystery,
It’s fine to let things the way it is,
That is what you are and that is what you could,
We can’t stop the flow of reality.

Yet there are still some of us, who still believe in fables,
Each in every one of them lives a child,
Even if they are not able,
We were once like them.

I can’t bear to see the burden,
Behind those pretending faces,
I learn to appreciate time,
And all I have to do is just believe.

To seek

We chase away the same blue sky,
Vow to see the beauty that lies beyond it.

Merchants ever longing wanted to set their hands on the golden moon,
But in reality they can’t own it.

Warriors showing off their tremendous strength,
Yet it means nothing without knowledge.

Poets trying to express their inner feeling to the world,
It means nothing if it's just empty words.

Youngsters seeking for true love,
In the end what is the use if they still able to divide their love.

I who is ever searching for the true meaning of life,
It's nonsense if I don’t believe in my self.

Where soldiers are

I raised my head up high,
Close my eyes and sigh.

Am I a soldier?
Am I a warrior?
Am I a survivor?

Time can change a lot of perspective,
It alone can also lead to a sad tale of our life.

Why do guns have trigger?
Why do we have to live in fear?
Why do we seek a liberator?

We put this life on the line for our country,
We sacrifice everything and went down in history.

Do we need to die for honor?
Do we wish to see such failure?
Do we need to let people to see our future?

Victory can also mean defeat,
Yet only certain people can accept it.

Who should we point our fingers to?
Who should stay to lead and who should go?
Who will feed the children to grow?

Eyes only shows what we want to see,
Instead we take things for granted and just let it be.

Where do this coat of arm will mean anything to them anymore?
Where do people like us stand with honor?
Where in our heart lives virtue?

We will not die in vain,
Although living means suffering so much pain.

Are we that expandable?
Are we pawns to the castle?
Are we the king of spades or the Jack of diamonds?

Politics are blurry and fickle,
They soon grow old with wrinkles.
We can change everything one at a time,
Yet there is no road that can lead us to commit crime.

Take a look at your self

Let all the happiness burn all your woes,
Love can’t buy you cloths.
Money is not everything which is so dear to you,
Love is dearer that lies inside of you.
Without it you are nothing but a walking puppet,
Just waiting commands from a puppet master.
No need to think so deep,
You are just lucky to lead a wonderful life.
Though you don’t have the wealth,
But life can unite everyone.

Understanding me

Days changes to night,
Night changes to day,
I can’t understand where in this life I stay.

Bad turns to good,
Good turns to bad,
I have been living in my life in full sadness.

Hot turns to cold,
Cold turns to hot,
I will carry on my life with all the knowledge I had.

Anger turns to doubt,
Doubt turns to anger,
Just let go of the bad things and make it part of your memory.

No matter what…I’ll wait

I sleep,
I dream,
I awake,
It happens every day.

You come,
To me,
With love,
My life changes from that day on.

You held,
My hand,
With warmth,
I feel I can’t let you go.

You hug,
You kiss,
You wave,
I knew that leaving you is so hard.

I wait,
So long,
No matter what,
In due course we will meet again.

If not today,
Maybe tomorrow,
If not tomorrow maybe soon,
But for sure I will wait.

Through my window

I watched you through my window,
Hopping that you will never have to go,
But when you closed the door,
I can’t wait to see you anymore.

I dream of you and me together,
Yet that dream won’t last forever,
As soon I opened my eyes everything is over,
Still I kept my love to you with one desire.

Please look me in the eyes,
Then tell me what you see,
You will know how precious you are to me,
Soon you will realize that my love is not worth of any price.

Wherever

Wherever…
In the end we’ll met.

My dream to find love,
In which is so far away from the eye,
I wait until I die.

You are my dream,
You are my hope,
If you ask me to swim,
I do it with no doubt.

As the time for us to meet draws closer,
You are the only one in my heart none other,
My love to you is unbreakable,
Though there were many obstacles,
But…

Wherever…
In the end we’ll meet.

When a poet cries

I could not understand what went wrong?
Our love used to be so strong,

I know what I have seen,
I know where I have been.

I acted like I never know,
In fact I realize and I do.

Yesterday you held my hand,
Yesterday we roam this peaceful land.

But not today,
Ever since you said those words that leave me in agony.

What ever happen to promises?
Are they meant to be broken and leave it in a mess?

Morning tear

Birds are flying happily in the air,
As I woke up early in the morning,
I felt a flow of a morning tear,
Do my tears of mourning.

I wanted to lead a normal life,
Without you anymore I do not know what to do,
I think that I could no longer strive,
I used to believe in you.

We been together for such a short time,
But those times means a lot to me,
It’s not wasted like a dime,
Nor can I let it be.

You will always be in my heart,
Though you have given me back my love,
I could not stop reality from both of us being apart,
This is just part of life.
We take it or leave it,
I could not force you to make a decision,
It is up to you to choose it,
After all I know who I really am.

Colors of feelings

Skies are blue,
Apples are red,
All my memories of you,
Had turn into shred.

Leaves are green,
Pelicans are white,
You thought that I am not so keen,
You are wrong instead I am right.

Morning glories are purple,
Peaches are orange,
I have shown to the world that I am able,
I am able to live my life with a single branch.

Honeys are yellow,
Peanuts are brown,
My feeling towards you had become shallow,
Everything we shared together I buried them down.

Shadows are black,
Flamingos are pink,
You underestimated my will behind my back,
And thus let’s just leave this old boat and let it sink.

The wanderer: part 1

One day as the sun’s heat falls,
A man from the land of the snow,
Walk his way through the blazing dunes,
Wearing a white robe and a tiny sack of gold,
He rubs his sweat away with his right hand,
He even gawks at the sun while it shines.

Further as he walks,
A chime of bells began to ring,
He stops and wonders,
He lay low and left his mark,
As he passes the dunes and started to think,
Either life is just a saga nor to muse onto the stars.

He walks through the open gate,
His eyes slides from side to side,
Only to know that his presence was unwelcome,
All things suddenly began to stand still as though as time is at break,
When a soothsayer emerges from the darkness of the alley he hides,
He told him that the moment for the chosen one has come.

Set sail to the east,
Where you will find the answer,
The tomb of seven warriors,
The soothsayer then nodded with ease,
And gave a tarot card of a reaper,
Sign of a coming death approaches.

As he fades into the darkness,
Time then moves smoothly once again,
The man of our story left the vicinity without questions,
Only to travel toward the east and never to return again,
Leaving everything at will and traveling for a reason.

Reminiscence’s diner

Please say to me that all of these are over,
Say to me that these sorrows disappear,

I can only see that time will stay,
I can only wait for that day,

Look how happy we were,
Remember how we use to be together,

The hands of time ticks,
Yet my heart remain weak,

I will wait for you at the usual diner,
And don’t forget the lasagna

Just keep in mind,
Just keep in line,

I know you are here not for me,
But for the love we once had,

The smile

It’s been a while now,
Since the last time we met,
Things are different now,
Just lonliness and silence.

If I wait any longer,
Will my love be there in my heart?
If I can hold your smile forever,
Will it keep us away from being apart?

Standing at things to come,
I will keep your smile in my heart,
If you ever to return home,
This man will welcome you with wide open arms.

The sorrow from Autumhill

All the time I spent,
Where leafs began to fall,
When a story comes to book end,
I come to see it is not over just as I was told.

The cry and tears I left behind,
Seems so yesterday,
There are so much more left undone,
Yet there will always be another day.

Standing at these gate,
I am having second thoughts about coming home,
Whether I will be welcome or hated,
Maybe and just maybe I might as well leave this dream.

The begining

The heart is full of mysteries,
There lies good and evil,
If only you can see the answer beyond these space,
You will understand why the pictures had stop to smile.

The mirror that reflect myself,
the image is not what it seems,
The sadness hides deep within myself,
It feel just like in a dream.

All this time i'm chasing,
Just so I may understand the reason,
Emptiness is what there is in finding,
You exist only in me just to run.

Is your name Alessa?
If so why are you here?
Why did you stop by Toluca?
So many question but so little time to be answer.

Langkah

Di tanah merah ini aku melangkah,
Mataku dikaburi oleh cahaya terik matahari,
Aku terpaku menatap pelangi yang dihiasi penuh warna,
Tetapi sayang aku di sini cuma sendiri.

Lambaian demi lambain,
Kanak-kanak berlari seakan dunia milik mereka,
Biar hidup bersandarkan impian,
Semoga kelak hidup akan bahagia.

Detik yang berlalu tidak akan kembali,
Seri wajahmu akan kian pudar,
Namun cintamu tetap berada dihati,
Meskipun engkau nun jauh di samudra.

Kuwabara Kuwabara

Kuwabara kuwabara,
This are the chant,
Kuwabara kuwabara,
Will it not strike us by any chance.

The tears may rain upon us,
A roar will thunder its way,
It slashes every corner of the clouds,
Some may see it in dismay.

A swift wind gushing through,
The land trembles in fear,
Children may stop to laugh,
They will cry aloud with eyes fill with tears.

Kuwabara kuwabara,
Will it ward from us?
Kuwabara kuwabara,
Will it ever protect us?

To love and care

Like a shoothing star,
it comes and go,
Like your tender and care,
I would never know.

The ocean is not the same anymore,
Our lives changes somehow,
Even a slight mistake we take the blame for,
what does it cost to protect our love ones and how do we show.

We can't blame a person to be what they are,
We can't even see the possibilities,
We can only love and care,
To love and care not for ourselves but for our responsabilities.

Waiting for you

Your gentle voice i hear,
your words echo inside me,
you said you long for me that you love me,
and i want to see you too,
feels just like i'm falling,
is there nothing i can do?
Wonder if you hear my calling.

I'm here waiting for you,
where are you i cant find you,
i'm here waiting for you,
i'll wait forever for you

Chuchotement dans le vent

I come here to see you,
To watch the beauty of the rainbow together,
I come here to listen to you,
To hear you say that we will live on forever.

Instead I can only sense the wind,
It blows swiftly through me,
Whispering words from within,
It tells me that life is filled with serenity.

If life is as perfect as a fairy tale,
I would not go all the trouble being here,
Your smile can change the world,
Your love can release my heart free.

If the wind tells me where to go,
If it directs me where to hover,
I would fly to you,
I will come to lean onto your shoulder.

My last tribute to a ‘little princess’

If I had a gift to stop the flow of time just for a day,
I would gladly spend it with you,
Loving you,
Caring you,
And most important of all is to be there when you need me.

Though you are no longer with me,
I can still feel you warmth,
Your touch,
You sensitivity,
Embrace all the sweet moment that we had shared together.

You are one in a million to me,
From the way you think,
The way you speak,
The way you advice,
And the way you look into me.

I always have and always will never going to stop loving you,
Because you gave me chance,
Lesson,
Hopes,
And your pure love.

That is who I am

I am not a man of letters,
I believe in what I wrote all these years.

Never believe in what people say about me,
Tell that to the others and let them see.

They never thought that I would make it this far,
But to go through all this I wage my own war.

I felt down several times,
But I got up on my feet many times.

Never to turn back

The rain drizzled upon me,
For some reason I don’t really care about it,
I only wanted to see,
How I go through this life with such defeat.

A winner takes it all,
Does not mean they deserve it,
Losers suffer from the great fall,
Does not mean they deserve it.

The world never turns its back on us,
Instead it is us, who turn our back to the world,
Believing it with all our trust,
Someday we will be on top of the world.

Dear lonely heart…

Tonight I dance alone,
Under the cloak of night,
Dancing by myself,
Knowing what I had done.

I come and go into your life,
I roam where ever I may,
I sometimes could hardly understand myself,
There is no courage in me to go through the curve.

I talk to myself at night,
Just to keep me company,
Or just maybe,
Hoping you would still be with me by my side.

I know I am wrong,
These tears had run dry,
I could not bare these burdens on my shoulders,
I felt like I am not that strong.

But I will not give up on you,
I hunger for your touch,
I pray that god would accept you,
For I know that you will wait for me and I know it’s true

Turning table

There is so many souls need to be feed,
As if it is going to satisfy what they need,
Some would even bleed,
For Their heart still hunger for greed.

There would come a day,
When we are able to give away,
Everything we own just simply fly,
At that moment we began to pray.

Why we do not remember God in time we are contented?
Why do we only remember to pray to him when there is only misery?
Why we pray everything hoping for Him to reply?
Why God do not grant our prayers since we had tried?

It is time to turn the table back,
We used to forget God and then He shall forget us in such wreck,
He might forgive us if only we realize our own foolish mistake,
And then probably we will no longer forget God for heaven sake.

Tears that gone dry

I wonder how long I can suffer,
I wonder when it will stop,
You and I used to be together,
But now I wonder how I can cope.

Everything we did was like so yesterday,
We climb those green hills together,
Your face filled with happiness and joy,
As if the expression could last forever.

But why today I feel that yesterday was only a dream,
You left me without saying anything,
I feel like I had been condemned,
I even started to forget those songs that we used to sing.

There are still so many things left undone,
Such as my promises to you,
Just as when our love going to as one,
What I had feared that could happen between us came true.

I believe you have millions of reasons for doing this to me,
Due to this I never hated you,
Instead you set our love free,
For all the time we spent together it brought me closer in remembering you.