falling

I never thought that I am sinking,
struggling as I am but still I am drowning.
I must survive,
Since I know this is my life.
I will live it my way,
Not ever thinking all those bad things.
I am not going to make the same mistake,
And I had known not to give and take.

My teacher my light

I learn how to read,
I learn how to write.

I see myself with proud,
Still I keep on making the same mistake in and out.

I try to get up from this battle,
But I feel like a genie trap in a bottle.

When you release me,
Now then I can see.

You are not just my friend but also my teacher,
Where ever you are you will always be in my heart to remember.

savior

You gave me the hope to live again,
I wonder how I can repay them,
I fought the pain that I had sustain,
Starting from today things will never be the same again.

I don’t know what might happen to me,
If I never knew and love you,
Perhaps I still could not see,
What is deception and what is true.

I don’t understand why you don’t want to leave me all alone,
Is it because you had feelings for me?
Or are we meant to be together since the day we were born,
I don’t exactly know the answer to it; but one thing for sure I will always love you.

Promises

Nobody can take me away,
I only wanted to stay,
I need you to hear me say,
I will be with you everyday.

I w ill be here until the sky falls down,
Nevertheless you are no where to be found,
I look for you underground,
You know that I won’t let you drown.

I know what I want to see,
Please I want you to let me be,
My mind and yours will not disagree,
It’s because this is me.

I need to spread these words,
And I want you to say all the things that you heard,
You and I are free like the bird,
I promise that I will never make you hurt.

Running with hopes

Life is full of mystery,
It’s fine to let things the way it is,
That is what you are and that is what you could,
We can’t stop the flow of reality.

Yet there are still some of us, who still believe in fables,
Each in every one of them lives a child,
Even if they are not able,
We were once like them.

I can’t bear to see the burden,
Behind those pretending faces,
I learn to appreciate time,
And all I have to do is just believe.

To seek

We chase away the same blue sky,
Vow to see the beauty that lies beyond it.

Merchants ever longing wanted to set their hands on the golden moon,
But in reality they can’t own it.

Warriors showing off their tremendous strength,
Yet it means nothing without knowledge.

Poets trying to express their inner feeling to the world,
It means nothing if it's just empty words.

Youngsters seeking for true love,
In the end what is the use if they still able to divide their love.

I who is ever searching for the true meaning of life,
It's nonsense if I don’t believe in my self.

Where soldiers are

I raised my head up high,
Close my eyes and sigh.

Am I a soldier?
Am I a warrior?
Am I a survivor?

Time can change a lot of perspective,
It alone can also lead to a sad tale of our life.

Why do guns have trigger?
Why do we have to live in fear?
Why do we seek a liberator?

We put this life on the line for our country,
We sacrifice everything and went down in history.

Do we need to die for honor?
Do we wish to see such failure?
Do we need to let people to see our future?

Victory can also mean defeat,
Yet only certain people can accept it.

Who should we point our fingers to?
Who should stay to lead and who should go?
Who will feed the children to grow?

Eyes only shows what we want to see,
Instead we take things for granted and just let it be.

Where do this coat of arm will mean anything to them anymore?
Where do people like us stand with honor?
Where in our heart lives virtue?

We will not die in vain,
Although living means suffering so much pain.

Are we that expandable?
Are we pawns to the castle?
Are we the king of spades or the Jack of diamonds?

Politics are blurry and fickle,
They soon grow old with wrinkles.
We can change everything one at a time,
Yet there is no road that can lead us to commit crime.