Me, myself and I

Here I am,
Living with the loneliness once again.

I wasted it all,
I let it fall.

I want to understand,
I want to know where in this world I stand.

I am lost,
Who will take me away from this mess?

I am consume with fears,
I am shower with tears.

I will gain victory,
Each time I wake up everyday.

I still can swim alone in my life,
Without you I am not motionless to dive.

Isle of paradise

Tomorrow comes to take me away,
I wish that I could stay.

My breath shall stops tomorrow,
My eyes shall shut forever.

I don’t want tomorrow you cry for me,
This is not want I want you to be.

I love you more than anything else,
Don’t you worry I will be there waiting for you at the isle of paradise.

Paradise on earth

I dreamt of the deep blue sea,
I will keep this dream in my memory.

A small island where only you and me,
I will make you see.

We shall sit at the by the beach with its breeze,
And let our emotion fly with ease.

All of these words had been spoken,
And my promises to you will never be broken.

We will never be separated,
My heart is where your love is situated.

We will built a happy family,
That would last eternity.

Ocean is not the reason

Allow me touch your hand,
Each time we cross path I can only smile.

But please when we meet again raise your hands towards the sky.
Heave them toward the sky as you are going to touch it high.

Though you can’t reach them,
But when you try you will not feel the same.

I am going to miss your sweet smile,
But you will be leaving for many miles.

You are never to far away,
But inside my heart you will always be there.

My friends

I want to go back to the place where I once belong,
To be at a place where I am welcome and feel strong.

When I felt like giving up,
When I felt like wanted to make everything stop.

I know that I have friends,
Friends that always stand up for me until the end.

Without them I am no one,
But with them I am one.

The liberation

Liberate ones soul, not to cry for it.
Children are running free, beyond this land and into the clouds.
Through the dreams we hold, and into the memories we keep.
We live our life the way it should be, passing each day with uncertainty in our hands.

With this life where do we stand, with this path were do we go from.
With a small choice we made, means a colossal change in our life bound its way.
We kept our loves ones and friends, we only wish for their comfort and warmth.
Yet destiny is still unknowingly looming above our head, with each and passing nights and days.

We give so much to this world, yet what do we give back to ourselves.
Only weariness stays with those who can’t seem to see the way, only light shines to those who believe.
Just like another page been fold, it only shows greases on every pages.
Will we ever learn to trust ourselves nor do we trust others who we think they care, and what of those who we live to die for and heave.

A lover by the vending machine

I drove down to corner of Jack’s street,
I’m surprise to see you standing by the vending machine,
I looked at my watch and realize that it was already late,
The air was cold and soon it began to rain.

I ran to my car to get an umbrella,
When I returned you were gone,
The only thing left is the sweet scent of your hair,
I know something had to be done.

Frustration followed me throughout the night,
Wondering where could you be,
My mind felt so uptight,
Why did you have to leave without saying a word to me?

The day after I lost sight of her,
I saw her again by the vending machine,
This time I know I wont lose sight of her,
She looked at me and smiled.

The rain pours down again,
I sigh and ran back again to my car to get a coat,
I turn to you but once again you are gone,
Is it just me or is it my mind still floats?